One of my friends here on DA passed away. He was one of the once in a lifetime kind of friends. Always looked on the positive side of things. Even as he was going through the lose of his love, he was still there to help me through the lose of my grandmother. I always looked forward to chatting with him, even though it wasnt very often because of the time difference living half a world away and all. He was a WONDERFUL person and will be missed by many. We love you Adam.

RIP ~subformulate

Uggg, my mouth has been really hurting so I finally decide to go to the dentist. ICK hehe anyways they go in and make me get my mouth xrayed and all that jazz and now I have to get all 4 wisdom teeth pulled EEK!! They can't do it in the office because my bottom two wisdom teeth are growing it at an angle and pushing all my other teeth forward *the jaw pain* and one of my top wisdom teeth has already started to poke through the gums which is why im having so much mouth pain. gah. so i call the specialist and I have to go in for the consultation on feb 24 *A LONG WAYS AWAY* which they are just going to look at my mouth so in the meantime i get to just sit here while im in agony for a month and a half and with my luck probably another month and a half until i can get the actual surgery. I wish my dentist would have been nice and given me pain meds, its even hard to eat. *sigh*

I HAVE 10 GMAIL INVITES!!!! If anyone wants them PLEASE note me with your email address!!

Well, I had another migraine a couple days ago and ended up in the E.R. They decided to do a cat scan and everything came back normal. I've been feeling a little better lately. The doctors decided my dad has to have a pacemaker but hopefully that will mean he won't have to have a heart transplant.

In other news, just got some pics printed of my kids and am going to start a new scrapbooking page for them. I love scrapbooking, its fun. I also got there christmas pics back but I don't know if I'm allowed to post them on DA because they are copyrighted by PCA, so I am just going to post them on my personal website when I get time and put the link in my journal for anyone that is interested in seeing them!

I hope that everyone has a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I'm so sick of life. Now I find out that my dad's left ventricle is only working at 15 % so if the medicine he is taking now doesn't help he has to have a heart transplant. I don't know if I can take this shit anymore...